Year in Review … & A Little Guilt

29 12 2008

So I’m a little guilt-ridden by the fact that I’ve completely neglected this blog for as long as I can remember. I was actually surprised about the last date I posted… I apologize and I resolve to continue my blog and recreate and mold it into something greater.

People change , people grow, and blogs inevitably change.

My year in review starts here…

This year I’ve discovered my love for everything Balmain, the drop dead sexy Rodarte Shoes by Christian Louboutin for S/S 09, and photography. I’ve discovered more of myself this year, really concentrating on the things that make me happy – art, writing, my child, my lover, travel – all these things are part of who I am and it was integral for me to realise everything I have in order to see that.

This year I’ve learned to appreciate my lover for all that he is, all that he does for me, all his sacrifices and all his strengths. I have become a stronger person, somebody a lot more like I used to be. No more guilt and frustration, no more anger, jealousy, enough with the materialism and really discovered what makes me happy.

Some up points in the year was meeting Brandon Flowers, getting an amazing (what I thought at least) job and then quitting it when I realised that I was losing myself in it, that it was something that really wasn’t me, as much as I thought it was.

This was the first real year in the road to discovery of me. Figuring out who I am as a person isn’t easy. It begins with what’s on the inside and transcends into your look on the outside, and it has to mesh, if not then you will never feel resolved with yourself.

This year I also loved the Sex & The City movie, found a love for old romance movies, and really found that I love not only electronic music but also indie rock.

This year I will attempt to be positive, to learn photography, to practice yoga, to discover my style statement, and really become truly happy.

And how was your year?


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